A thank you note..

8.32am on April 24th way back in 1986...A baby girl was born.

Being the first child, brought a smile to the parents face & others.

She has gone through lots of ups & downs along the way...happiness...sadness...hopeless...

Now..at the age of 23...she's still not the happiest person on Earth...

But yet she is thankful for what she is now...

Thankful to the life she was given...

Thankful for the endless love & attention she had recieved..

Thank you to:

1. My family; Mama, Ayah, Maktok, Afeez & Qawi:

Thank you for the endless love & support. We might not have a happy family, but I do appreciate all the effort we had done to make us still together as a family. I love you.

2. Wonderful cousins; Lea, Aisyah & Asma':

Growing up with you guys was a wonderful experience. You guys influenced me a lot. I love you so much.

3. Loving friends from hometown; Diana Kamaruddin, Korie, Idalyn, Ieyla, Mawar, Matkhan, Ihsan & Cheah:

Thanks for all those time we had. No matter where you are right now. I will always remember you. Loving you always.

4. Wonderful friends in Lenggong; Buyut, Intan, Dora, Wani, Dibah, Dayah Saidon, DKNY, Isz, Affnie, Eton & Fina:

Friends forever & always. Love you guys.

5. Gorgeous frens in Londang; Syeela, Renee, Effa, Maya, Nad, Syikin, Yan, Yam, Mimi, Amy, Kama & Khai:

Appreciate all those wonderful time we had. Love you.

6. Hilarious friends in Shah Alam; Nadiah, Taufiq, Mek, Aus, Epi, Dayah, K-run, Akeem, K di, K seri, K sue, K As, K Najma, Midgi & K Far:

3 Years being with you guys make the world a better place to live in. Love you & always...

7. Irwan:

A decade knowing you was like a gift from God. We'd been in our ups & downs. And I am thankfull that we still can be bestfrens till now. I love you still...

8. Dan Din Dun:

A goodfriend, a suck bf..hehe...Hope we will always be goodfrens till death do us part. =p

9. Zakril:

I screamed at your face years back then, sorry for that. No matter how life take us right now, I'm glad that we used to be goodfrens. Thank you for 2007.

10.Azwan:

Thank you for lighting up my life after a year in darkness. Eventhough we just knew each other for a year, but it feels like I've known you for life. Hope that we will always be together all years ahead. I love you forever & always. Mwah! xoxoxo

Thanks to each an everyone who I've met in my 23 years of life. You guys made me what I am right now.

Sincerely,

Me

-MEMORIES ARE AS GOOD AS THE PEOPLE WE MAKE THEM WITH-

If only if...

A touched song by Faizal Tahir....

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

To whom it may concern....love you still...

An ornament

Tak pernah dengar lagu ni lagi (japgi balik nk try dgr)...n taktau pun lagu ni wujud until my colleague letak lirik ni dekat status IM dia...lirik cam menarik...so I would like to share with sape2 je yg terlintas kt blog ni... An Ornament by Negative

Don't say "I'm sorry" again
It doesn't give you the right
To be someone else
I would be pleased to love and share
But inside I'm locked
I can't even cry
Love only matters
When it comes to the end
Love only matters
Makes you rise again
I'm just an ornament
An ornament to your face
Not enough but it feels right
You keep me alive
When you hold me tight
Both ends are burning fast
Would you stand by me
When things are getting bad
And the colours here will fade
Would you help me see
Real shades of grey
Love only matters
When it comes to the end
Love only matters
Makes me rise again
I'm just an ornament
An ornament to your face
Not enough but it feels right
You keep me alive
When you hold me tight
I'm just an ornament
An ornament in your garden
Not enough but it feels right
You keep me alive
When you bring the rain, rain, rain
Read between the lines
This is fragile only for you and I
All I want is that you love me
As I am

Don't say "I'm sorry" again
Does it give you the right
To be someone else
Someone else
Someone else