Untuk dia..

Benarkah salahku, lepaskan kamu
Kau duga egoku, fahami diriku begini
Tiada yang sama
Yang pasti kita semua bebeza
Kau fikirlah

Tiada guna cipta sebuah cerita
Kalau kisah kita sementara
Rasa hati dan langkahmu
Membuat aku keliru

Tiada guna kita menderita
Sungguh semua tidur pun tak lena
Rasa hati dan katamu
Tak lagi seperti dulu

Verse 2
Kita pernah satu, aku dan kamu
Dulu itu dulu, masih di dalam ingatanku
Kini berbeza
Namun masih ku harap kau bersedia
Oo mungkinkah, kau temu bahagia

Lepaskan semua mimpimu
Tangis dan juga sayumu
Kau fikirlah

Tiada guna cipta sebuah cerita
Kalau kisah kita sementara
Rasa hati dan langkahmu
Membuat ku keliru

Tiada guna kita menderita,
Sungguh semua tidur pun tak lena,
Rasa hati dan katamu
Tak lagi seperti dulu

Sungguh semua tidur pun tak lena
Rasa hati dan katamu
Tak lagi seperti dulu

Aku keliru
Aku keliruuuu....

By Aizat

Kesempurnaan....

Sempurna...Kesempurnaan...menyempurnakan...disempurnakan...

Cinta...menyintai..dicintai...

Wahai Kamu,

Kata kamu; hidup seseorang itu tidak akan sempurna selagi kita tidak dapat melupakan kekecewaan yang lepas.

Tahukah kamu apa maksud sempurna? Apakah kesempurnaan yang kamu maksudkan? Mungkin hanya kamu yang tahu...

Bagi aku...hidup aku cukup sempurna apabila aku mengenali apa itu cinta...

Selama 2 dekad aku hidup..satu dekad bersama dia...cukup mengajar aku apa itu cinta...

1. Cinta itu tak perlu dibuktikan...kerna ia boleh dirasai

2. Cinta itu tak perlu dipaksa....kerna ia pasti akan datang

3. Cinta itu tak semestinya bersatu...cukup sekadar tahu ia wujud antara kita

Kamu mungkin tertawa dengan menyangka hidup aku tidak sempurna...Sadisnya...

Bagaimanakah dia?

Sempurnakah hidup dia dengan keputusannya...

Sempurnakah hidup dia dengan pengorbanannya...

Sempurnakah hidup dia dengan kekecewaannya...

Sempurnakah hidup dia dengan keresahannya...

Aku tak tahu...begitu juga kamu....

Yang aku tahu....

Setiap kali aku pergi..dia pasti mengejar aku untuk kembali...

Dan pada hari itu...buat pertama kalinya, dia yang pergi...tetapi...aku tak pula mengejar...

Apatah lagi bila dia mahu pergi untuk selamanya....sedikit pun tak terdetik di hati aku untuk mengejar dia kembali...

Tanpa disedari, dia pula yang mengejar aku untuk menyempurnakan hidupnya...

Wahai Kamu,

Ini bukanlah satu permainan..dan dia bukanlah trofi kemenangan kamu...(Sesungguhnya kamu belum menang)

Ini bukanlah satu perdebatan...dan ikatan itu bukanlah sebagai bukti...(Ia tidak cukup untuk membuktikannya)

Fikirkanlah..sempurnakah hidup kamu jika hatinya masih menangisi aku....

Cinta

Cinta itu tak perlu dibuktikan...kerna ia boleh dirasai...

Cinta itu juga tak perlu dipaksa...kerna ia pasti akan datang....

Cinta itu tak semestinya bersatu...cukuplah sekadar tahu ia wujud antara kita...

Maafkan aku..aku tak dapat nak maafkan kau....

RAYA-RAYA.....

Raya...Raya....Raya just around the corner...My preparation?! Nothing much...
I was soooooo damn busy this whole Ramadhan due to the upcoming OHSA18001 audit. Too many things to be done...however...I tried my very best to enjoy this Puasa & Raya season "sekadar mampu". Since I'll be off for 1 whole week next week...these 2 weeks before Raya was a hectic weeks for me...I have to work on weekends & need to stay back until midnight....and yet I don't think I'm able to finish my work before my long holiday... Hehe...By the way...I still enjoy this beautiful month with activities that routed me out from MOTOROLA!

On the 2nd week of Ramadhan, I went to Shah Alam & Subang to meet my cousins, brother & frens. My 4 days trip was awesome!!
1. Road trip with Yusrina
2. Sahur in uptown with DanDinDun, Mal & Lea
3. Shopping for RAYA!!!!
4. Bukak puasa at Khalid's house in Subang!
5. Karaoke with the Bashariah's Club + Mal

6. Watch Movie (UP) & bukak puasa with Goosip club - Intan & BOBO (I bought Intan a cute yellow bear keychain for her bday)

Something do bothered me during my 'vacation' in Shah Alam. But that's okay... "Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood." - Marie Curie

On the 3rd week, I managed to slip in my schedule on the weekends to do "BISKUT RAYA MARATHON" with mama...we managed to do 4 types of cookies...okayla....

I'm planning to make some cupcakes as I'd promised the twins & my other-half (Lea) this Friday night or Saturday morning...I hope I have enough time to make them...

This Ramadhan really taught me how to be patient, to be strong & control emotions (well I have my own limits)...it was an emotional month for me...."a recovery moment"...I do realize some hearts were broken (so do mine)....but then again...this is life..."Life is just a chance to grow a soul." - A. Powell Davies. Face it!

Already Gone....

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would have worked out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know

It doesn't matter where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then

We could feel the poison set in

"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know

It doesn't matter where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know

It doesn't matter where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on,

So I'm already gone

by Kelly Clarkson

letting you go doen't mean that I have given up......

Quotes of the day

"In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity.".

- Albert Einstein -

"One cannot be deeply responsive to the world without being saddened very often."

- Erich Fromm -

My Favorite Song of the Week

"GOOD GIRLS GO BAD"

I make them good girls go
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
I make them good girls go
Good girls so bad
Good girls go bad

I know your type
(Your type)
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite
(One bite)
Let me shake up your world
'Cause just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner
With your five best friends
You heard that I was trouble
But you couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad

I know your type
(Your type)
Boy, you're dangerous
Yeah, you're that guy
(That guy)
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Bad bad
Good girls go bad
Bad bad
Good girls go bad

Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance
Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance

I make them good girls go bad
(They don't stand a chance)
I make them good girls go
make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I thought that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Bad bad bad
Good girls go bad
Bad bad bad
Good girls go

by Cobra Starship feat. Leighton Meester